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Fanny Lortie
Canada
Hi! I am a polyvalent artist, you can see in my galery I have artisan craft, photography and litterature, most are poetry or photography. Mostly poetry. I also really love music, I play guitar, and I am a young teenager who just love the arts!

Ps: I also have a youtube channel (MadMaracasOnFire) where I upload all kinds of videos including the making and behind the scenes of the photoshoots I do with my best friend (Valeska) (grisouICSH on DA).

My friend's DeviantART (we do photoshoot): grisouicsh.deviantart.com/
On Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCsX6q…
On Twitter: twitter.com/Lolnyny
On Tumblr: lolnyny.tumblr.com/
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Il y a une belle histoire
D'un «je t'aime» qui faisait vivre
Et du réciproque
Qui créait la vie

On y rajoute l'éternité
Et on laisse nos cœurs valser
Ils brillent comme des étoiles
C'est beau et aveuglant

Aller viens et prend ma main
Nous allons filer dans le ciel
Rayonner de bonheur
Et oublier le temps

Un jour viendra doucement
Le moment où tout deux
Notre lueur disparaîtra
Mais nous serons ensemble

C'est tous ce qui compte pour moi
Simplement d'être ensemble
Ton infini et le miens
Nos cœurs serrés l'un contre l'autre

Désormais, c'est à toi que je pense
Et c'est à nous que je rêve
Rien n'est plus beau que nous
Rien n'est plus beau que d'être ensemble

Notre lueur aveuglante nous guidera
Et ce, jusqu'à la fin de l'infini
Laisse mon cœur bercer le tien
Et vice versa, On mourra heureux
Histoire d'amour
This one is in french. Un joli petit poème en vers libre.. Inspiré par plusieurs choses par-ci par--là...
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J'aimerais garder quelques secondes
Au creux de mes mains
Les garder dans mon monde
Et les chérirent jusqu'à la fin

Observer un dernier moment
Un dernier souffle et une manie
Pouvoir faire pause, tranquillement
Et l'admirer pour l'infini

Malheureusement c'est impossible
Et même si ce l'était
Avec mon cœur trop sensible
Je ne m'en détacherais jamais

De juste pouvoir arrêter le temps
Au milieu du tourbillon
Rien que pour un instant
Et je pleurerais à l'idée de l'abandon...

On dit que toute belle chose à une fin
Mais ce n'était pas "toute belle chose"
Peut importe ce que m'apportera demain
Ce ne pourra être aussi grandiose!

On ne peut l'exprimer,
Mais seulement le ressentir
Nécessaire, on ne peut l'éviter
Il faut accepter de se faire anéantir

Si lourde est la déchirure du blessé
Mais il faut continuer avec des ailes
Et laisser le passé nous guider
Pour continuer de vivre dans le réel

Je dis bonjour et adieu en même temps
C'est un vertige qui m'engourdit
Bonheur et tristesse se mêlant
Il ne reste plus qu'à continuer la vie
Rite de passage
This one is in french. J'ai finalement fini mon secondaire, je passe à une nouvelle étape de ma vie. J'ai hâte de voir le future, mais je vais définitivement m'ennuyer de certaines choses du passé.
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I'm in a spiral
Getting absorbed
It seems infinite
Like it'll never end

I can see myself
Becoming smaller
And slowly disappearing
In this crazy abyss

I know there's light ahead
There's an end to the tunnel
I just can't convince myself
Because I'm blind

All of this is endless
Can't wait for it to end
Maybe I'm also scared
To see what's on the other side

Scared to get out of a routine
Even if it only hurts
It does no good, I want to escape
But I'm so scared

I've been scared all my life
What is it like not to be
I wonder, but I'm afraid to discover
I want out, but change scares me

I can see it now
A little twinkling light
It's so far yet so close
There's a new world ahead

Its running towards me
Can't step back anymore
I'm scared... So scared
Yet still spinning in the spiral

Am I crazy? No. Just afraid
I think I'm sick, so sick
Can I do this? Do I deserve it?
My mind is a spiral for itself.

I can see the light
Its pretty, yet blinding
I can sense danger
But also freedom

And then, the collision
I'm born again
The most beautiful
Traumatic event of life

The birth of a new me
The birth of a new world
The dawn of a new life
A fresh start built from past
Transition Spiral
Yesterday was my last day of high school. I have a week of exams ahed of me, then prom and after that I start a new life! In the course of my last weeks I wrote this poem...

Ps: sorry for the mistakes
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La même chanson en boucle,
Tu sais laquelle...
Celle des gens tristes

Assise sur les marches du perron
Comme tant de fois,
J'observe le vide

Un vide dans ma vie
Des larmes dans mes yeux
Et la pluie qui tombe

Je regarde la pluie
Je pense et j'écoute
Puis je me perd...

Un vide ou un trop plein de douleur
C'est ici que je viens
Pour mon moment de drame

La même chanson en boucle,
Tu sais laquelle...
Celle des gens tristes

Et puis j'écris la mienne
Ma chanson triste
Même s'il pleut dessus...

Je pense à toi
Je pense à eux
Et je pense à la vie...

Prise dans une émotion,
Ou dans une confusion...
J'ai besoin de prendre l'air!

Alors c'est ici que je viens,
Je laisse le vide me prendre
J'observe le vide et ma vie...

La même chanson en boucle,
Tu sais laquelle...
Celle des gens tristes

Ceci est la chanson des gens tristes
Celle qui feras pleuvoir la pluie
Pour laisser place aux fleurs demain

Cette même chanson en boucle,
Tu sais laquelle...
C'est la chanson des gens tristes
La chanson des gens tristes
This one is in french. Une journée après l'école, dans un sentiment de mélancolie, je suis sortie sur le perron en regardant la pluie où j'ai écrie la chanson des gens tristes.
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I look outside and the sky is grey.
No star to wish upon on,
No sun to warm my heart...

I look at myself and it's grey.
Not a dream shining inside,
No love to warm my heart...

As I look at all of my scars...
I wonder; how did I end up like this?
I silently cry... As I cut some more.

One day passed, or two, or tree.
Time has lost its meaning,
Life has lost any meaning...

One more ache, or two, or tree.
Pain has lost its meaning,
Joy has lost any meaning to me...

As I look at all of my scars...
I wonder; how did I end up like this?
I silently cry... As I cut some more.

My friends stopped caring
I don't exist to anybody,
My world is sinking around me.

I've just stopped caring
It's like I don't exist anymore,
I'm sinking in this harsh world.

As I look at all of my scars...
I wonder; how did I end up like this?
I silently cry... As I cut some more.

The black ink is spreading
Everything is black
Everything is dying.

My blackness is spreading
I'm completely black
I'm dying.

As I look at all of my scars...
I wonder; how did I end up like this?
I silently cry... As I cut some more.

More pain more scars...
Forget. Cut harder! Cry! Die!
Die. Goodbye. Help. Too late.    
Scars
Wrote this a little while ago... Stopped cutting since about a month, I'm doing better now... But this really shows how it feels.
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As you may know me and my friend Valeska (grisouICSH) every once in a while make photoshoots together and we post it on her deviantART account (because she's the one who comes up with the idea, chose the outfits, etc.. I'm just taking pictures and posing) and I have a youtube channel (MadMaracasOnFire) where I make videos.

I've made two videos with all of our photoshoots (including only few of our photos) and behind the scenes of them (I filmed a little bit when we were making the photoshoots or meanwhile editing the pictures). When we make more photoshoots I'll make new videos too. 
So if you are interested you can go check out my channel, where I posted the videos about the photoshoots and where I am also planning on uploading videos of me reciting some of the poems I wrote here on DeviantART (if you have any suggestion I'll gladly take them).
Also if you want to see our photoshoots you can go check that out on Valeska DeviantART, I'm going to put links at the end of this journal entry.

My Youtube channel: 
MadMaracasOnFire
Valeska's DeviantART (there is a folder for each photoshoot in her gallery): 
grisouICSH
First video for the photoshoots: Photoshoots video #1 (with Valeska Bastien)
Second video for the photoshoots: Photoshoots video #2 with Valeska Bastien
  • Mood: Delighted
  • Listening to: Happy Little Pill by Troye Sivan
  • Watching: YOUTUBE (haha' I'm obssesd)

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grovideria Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Meric Seurette :D 
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lolnyny Featured By Owner 1 day ago
Derieen :)
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Wetterlage Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2015
Merci bien pour ton gentil :+fav:, ma chère Fanny :icongiveflowerplz:
.... et me pardonne s'il vous plaît, j'ai oublié ton anniversaire! :stupidme:
Je t'envoie mes tardives meilleures félicitations :shamrock:! :hug:  :iconsunflower-plz:
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lolnyny Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2015
haha' merciiiii ! :)
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Wetterlage Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2015
De rien! :iconflowerrainplz:
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nyansonia Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday! La la la la Party Have your cake and eat it too
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lolnyny Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2015
thank you!!:3
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makepictures Featured By Owner May 27, 2015
Thanks for the favorite on this photo:

Across Hollywood West by makepictures
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lolnyny Featured By Owner May 30, 2015
you're very welcome! :3
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TheRafflesia Featured By Owner May 24, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Hello! :hug: I know I'm extremely late, but I'd like to thank you really-really much for all the support you gave me! :tighthug: I hope that some sweets could help you to be less mad at me!
IceCream Foryou by KmyGraphic LOVESweets by KmyGraphic IceCream Foryou by KmyGraphic
            Thank You by KmyGraphic
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