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I want to understand myself
To understand my life
To get out of this black hole
And see the light of day

I feel so lost, mostly scared
I don't know what I'm doing
Or what I'm going to do
And what I want to do

Time flies by so quickly
It scares me to death
I feel the clock thinking
I feel it inside my veins

Everything happens so fast
Only memories seems to exist
And I'm still here, losing time
Losing time being lost and still

I want to go somewhere
But I don't know where
I just can't hold on anything
Because it disappears almost instantly

I don't want to spend my life
Wanting and wishing to live
Without actually living it
And dying with sadness and regrets

I don't want to let things go
But it's all already gone
And I can't seem to plan
Anything for my future...

I don't understand life
I need to press pause
Just for a moment,
I want it all to stop

Time flies by so quickly
It's so scary, I'm not living
I'm only remembering the past
While the present disappears

Lost and scared
Can we all stop now
Take a break and just think
And look at the life around us

Slow down for a moment
What is life? Look here and there.
You've been missing out,
Running around all the time

I just want to understand
I just want a real life
Not like society means it
But like my heart feels it
A Smooth Heart Is Not Meant For Fast Society
It's a poem... It's something I wrote. basically.

Ps: Life update! I've made a video ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsUfAf… ) with one of my poems! (Listen...: www.deviantart.com/art/Listen-… ) on youtube! I want to do this for other poems, so if you like it and you have any suggestions of what poems I should make a video with... Then tell me please I would appreciate it! :)

Pps: sorry for the mistakes (as usual, do I really need to still write this... whatever)

Ppps: Hope you're doing great! :hug: 
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"I wish I would have
If only there would
I hoped for someone
I should have done"

These lines are so, so...
Way too familiar
Everybody wanted,
But nobody did.

Everybody hopes for a saviour
But nobody has the guts
To get up and save others
We just all hope together

Everybody hurt
Everyone's sick
But there's no doctor
Everyone alone waiting

Everybody loves
And they all hurt.
Nobody loves back,
Or at least nobody speaks.

There's no ears
Only mouths.
Complaints and cry
No one wants to help

We're everyone here
Criticizing the society we are
Hating on the people like us
That shut their ears

This world's too dumb
Nobody understands
We need to act and speech
To stand up, or nobody will
If you wanted, why didn't you
I don't really know if this is really a poem, or whatever it is. Here's some toughts in free verses that fits tegether or something...
The world needs more ears.
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You turn my lips into candy
Your eyes makes mine shine
You're the beat of my heart
You're the beat of my life

I connect with you
And I just feel great
Wanting to stay close
For forever and ever

We walk around hand in hand
With smiles on our faces
Happiness is shining
Just like the world around doesn't exist

All of this sounds very cliché
But all of the "cliché" now
They have a meaning to me
Since you made me feel them

I want to look at you
Care for you and love you
With the only wish that
You stay by my side

Oh love I love you with so much love!
You make me sparkle with dreams
You gave me the strength I didn't have
But most of all: you make happy.
To my happy lover
This poem was inspired from my girlfriend that I love very much. Today is valentine's day and it's the first time I'm spending it with someone and it makes me so happy to do be in love <3 I wish love to all of you! Happy valentine's day! :hug: :love:
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Elle ne fait qu’avoir peur
Jour après jour et nuit après nuit
Elle se décompose et meurt
À l’intérieur son cœur gémit

Des millions d’insécurités la hantent
Lorsqu’il fait nuit, les cauchemars règnent
Lorsqu’il fait jour, la panique chante
Pourtant personne n’entend comme elle saigne

Comme il est triste d’observer
Une âme qui ne sait point se plaindre
Mais plutôt s’accommoder
À la douleur sans geindre

De grâce, aidez-moi!
Un rien me traumatise
Hurle son regard au désarroi
Dans son silence de crise

Peut-être vous demandez-vous
Quelle est la cause
Des larmes sur ses joues
Et de l’anxiété sans pause

C’est les problèmes refoulés
Avec elle-même et son passé
Des souvenirs qui sont restés
Et qui la gardent mortifiée

Je me suis libéré d’une tonne
Avec la peur de m’affirmer
En parlant à la troisième personne
De ces mots qui me permettent de m’exprimer
Pour briser le silence
This one is in french.
J'ai écrit ce poème dans le cadre de mon cours de français, nous avons vu la poésie et nous devions écrire un poème... Alors voilà; c'est un poème qui parle d'anxiété et sur lequel j'ai mit un effort particulier.
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I want to kill my life
To save myself

I want to lose myself
So I can find my heart

I want to stop feeling my heart
To actually feel something

If I became blind
I could see what's real

If forgot all of my reality
I would know all about happiness

But If I was only happy
I would never smile

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Fanny Lortie
Canada
Hi! I am a polyvalent artist, you can see in my galery I have artisan craft, photography and litterature, most are poetry or photography. I also really love music and I am a young teenager who just love the arts!

Ps: I also have a youtube channel (MadMaracasOnFire) where I upload all kinds of videos including the making and behind the scenes of the photoshoots I do with my friend, also I'm part of a band called Seeking Out Silence, links below.

My friend's DeviantART (we do photoshoot): grisouicsh.deviantart.com/
On Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCsX6q…
My Band: www.youtube.com/channel/UCNZUi…
On Twitter: twitter.com/Lolnyny
On Tumblr: lolnyny.tumblr.com/
Interests
As you may know me and my friend Valeska (grisouICSH) every once in a while make photoshoots together and we post it on her deviantART account (because she's the one who comes up with the idea, chose the outfits, etc.. I'm just taking pictures and posing) and I have a youtube channel (MadMaracasOnFire) where I make videos.

I've made two videos with all of our photoshoots (including only few of our photos) and behind the scenes of them (I filmed a little bit when we were making the photoshoots or meanwhile editing the pictures). When we make more photoshoots I'll make new videos too. 
So if you are interested you can go check out my channel, where I posted the videos about the photoshoots and where I am also planning on uploading videos of me reciting some of the poems I wrote here on DeviantART (if you have any suggestion I'll gladly take them).
Also if you want to see our photoshoots you can go check that out on Valeska DeviantART, I'm going to put links at the end of this journal entry.

My Youtube channel: 
MadMaracasOnFire
Valeska's DeviantART (there is a folder for each photoshoot in her gallery): 
grisouICSH
First video for the photoshoots: Photoshoots video #1 (with Valeska Bastien)
Second video for the photoshoots: Photoshoots video #2 with Valeska Bastien
  • Mood: Delighted
  • Listening to: Happy Little Pill by Troye Sivan
  • Watching: YOUTUBE (haha' I'm obssesd)

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Joe-Maccer Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015
:icongreensparklesplz::icongreenfavplz::icongreensparklesplz:
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lolnyny Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2015
you're welcome! ;D
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TheRafflesia Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank-You by KmyGraphic Heart of Butterfly by KmyGraphic
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lolnyny Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2015
you're welcome :hug:
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Wetterlage Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015
I thank you very much for your kind :+fav: ... but especially of course for your :+devwatch:, dear Fanny! :iconflowerthnxplz:  :hug:
And it will be a pleasure for me to watch you too! :nod:  :-)
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lolnyny Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015
Thank you so much! You're so nice! :) :hug:
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copper9lives Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:wave: Hello, and welcome to :iconpoetryparadise:!

We're happy to have you aboard! If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions, please :note: the group and your friendly neighborhood admins will get back to you ASAP.

Currently, we're hosting a monthly contest — check it out!

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lolnyny Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014
Thank you! You're very nice! :)
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copper9lives Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much! :heart:
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Joe-Maccer Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014
Crank Dat -Supaman Dance- by Fugaz-Star:iconfaveplz:  Thanks, Fanny. :blowkiss:
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